Nothing Stays Broken Forever

Guilt

It’s the hardest word to ever say
But when you walk around guilt-ridden, day-by-day
The idea gets easier to deal with.

My actions spoke louder words,
Words I couldn't live up to.
I'm sorry... I'll never be good enough for you.

I thought we could be together, you and me.
I was definitely wrong, I can't play this part
In a play that is only good
When the main characters are alone in the dark.

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Heart Medication

I took a two hour-long breath
To sort out the mess,
To think about this situation,
But I'm still feeling so frustrated.
Noises wake me from sleeping in the daylight,
Reality keeps me from dreaming of you at night.
And what I used to hope for I now dread,
I am scared you are the monster under my bed.
Someone new rings my doorbell now,
I'll get over you, but I'm not sure how.

I wouldn't go back,
I know you're waiting.
I won't go back,
There's no love in staying.

As you beg and scream for me to come home
I tell you that I would rather be alone.
Just keep this distance close to your heart,
So you'll remember the next time you start.

All the medicine in the world can't cure me now,
My heart is sedated, passed clean out.
Every time the doctor says, "There's nothing I can do"
I'll remember and think of you.

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I Don’t Know

Another day, another heart broken
He is such a frustrating person
We don't agree on the things I feel are important
But he treats this mess like a princess
I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

Maybe he'll take a hint if I say no when he asks me out
I am too much of a coward to tell him how I really feel
He'll just stop calling if I let it go to my voicemail once in a while
Although he is worthy of a second chance
If I give him an inch he'll take a mile
I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

Someone help me
I've fallen in love and I can't get out
Someone help me
Because I will soon drown
Someone help me
Because I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.